Humbly Waiting

A lot of people are going through patiently waiting for victory! Be encouraged :-)


1 Do not fret because of those who are evil
or be envious of those who do wrong;
2 for like the grass they will soon wither,
like green plants they will soon die away.

3 Trust in the LORD and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
4 Take delight in the LORD,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.

5 Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him and he will do this:
6 He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn,
your vindication like the noonday sun.

7 Be still before the LORD
and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when people succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.

8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
do not fret—it leads only to evil.
9 For those who are evil will be destroyed,
but those who hope in the LORD will inherit the land.

10 A little while, and the wicked will be no more;
though you look for them, they will not be found.
11 But the meek will inherit the land
and enjoy peace and prosperity.

12 The wicked plot against the righteous
and gnash their teeth at them;
13 but the Lord laughs at the wicked,
for he knows their day is coming.

14 The wicked draw the sword
and bend the bow
to bring down the poor and needy,
to slay those whose ways are upright.
15 But their swords will pierce their own hearts,
and their bows will be broken.

16 Better the little that the righteous have
than the wealth of many wicked;
17 for the power of the wicked will be broken,
but the LORD upholds the righteous.

18 The blameless spend their days under the LORD’s care,
and their inheritance will endure forever.
19 In times of disaster they will not wither;
in days of famine they will enjoy plenty.

20 But the wicked will perish:
Though the LORD’s enemies are like the flowers of the field,
they will be consumed, they will go up in smoke.

21 The wicked borrow and do not repay,
but the righteous give generously;
22 those the LORD blesses will inherit the land,
but those he curses will be destroyed.

23 The LORD makes firm the steps
of the one who delights in him;
24 though he may stumble, he will not fall,
for the LORD upholds him with his hand.

25 I was young and now I am old,
yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken
or their children begging bread.
26 They are always generous and lend freely;
their children will be a blessing.[b]

27 Turn from evil and do good;
then you will dwell in the land forever.
28 For the LORD loves the just
and will not forsake his faithful ones.

Wrongdoers will be completely destroyed[c];
the offspring of the wicked will perish.
29 The righteous will inherit the land
and dwell in it forever.

30 The mouths of the righteous utter wisdom,
and their tongues speak what is just.
31 The law of their God is in their hearts;
their feet do not slip.

32 The wicked lie in wait for the righteous,
intent on putting them to death;
33 but the LORD will not leave them in the power of the wicked
or let them be condemned when brought to trial.

34 Hope in the LORD
and keep his way.
He will exalt you to inherit the land;
when the wicked are destroyed, you will see it.

35 I have seen a wicked and ruthless man
flourishing like a luxuriant native tree,
36 but he soon passed away and was no more;
though I looked for him, he could not be found.

37 Consider the blameless, observe the upright;
a future awaits those who seek peace.[d]
38 But all sinners will be destroyed;
there will be no future[e] for the wicked.

39 The salvation of the righteous comes from the LORD;
he is their stronghold in time of trouble.
40 The LORD helps them and delivers them;
he delivers them from the wicked and saves them,
because they take refuge in him.

Deeply Rooted

I'm BACK! My continual prayer is to be a blessing to someone thru my blog entries but I’ve been allowing the Lord to guide what I post and lately until now I haven’t felt the nudge in my spirit. I want my post to be spirit led so if the spirit doesn’t lead, I don’t post!

 Insecurity is a deep rooted weed that had been growing in my heart for as long as I can remember. Being from a broken home where one parent is just trying to make ends meet and the other parent is struggling with a drug addiction often left me with the feeling of being invisible. Feeling invisible leads you to feelings of  unworthyness, not being good enough and all around  feeling unloved. Not having the "cookie cutter" family mixed with feeling unloved left me with an emptiness inside which continued to water the seeds of insecurity. I think everyone’s insecurities show up differently in their lives; some people look for security in the opposite sex, others aspire for fancy job titles but my insecurities kept me from acquiring new friendships. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve always been a friendly person but I was very guarded with allowing people past the jokes and smiles. Over the years I had put a club, chains and pad lock around my heart to keep people away (especially women) for the fear of them finding out what I really thought of myself. I can honestly say that up until two years ago I may have only had three friends and would tell someone in a heartbeat that I don’t want or need any NEW friends. Now we all know it’s not the quantity of friends but the quality but even still I never gave anyone a chance to get to know me on a deeper level. Shortly after rededicating my life to Christ it amazed me how He strategically starting placing people around me that would help grow me in my walk with Him, which meant opening up to complete strangers. As I began to open up to these people about my struggles and past, I began to feel a weight being lifted off of me. Hearing other people’s testimonies really opened my eyes and heart to the beauty of being able to be transparent for people. Does it mean telling all your business? NO! The Lord gives us wisdom and discernment to know what to share but we have to be willing to be honest with others and ourselves for our growth as the body of Christ. Through fellowshipping with other Christians I began to have that family that I always desired and I began to realize that despite everything that I faced growing up the Lord had and is still keeping me. I truly have been becoming  whole knowing that I am a child of God and to know that I was considered so amazing and precious that He chose to send His son to die for ME is simply mind blowing.

The Lord desires that His children stay in fellowship with each other, Hebrews 10:25 “not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as is the manner of some, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching. Fellowshipping with other Christians is so crucial to our walk, we need people in our lives that will hold us accountable and love on us. We are all on this journey together so I urge you to find a brother or sister in Christ that you can lock arms with. Trust me I don’t think you will regret it.  Lastly, search your heart for any deeply rooted issues that could be hindering you from developing a deeper relationship with God and submit it to Him.

 Deuteronomy 28:13 “The LORD will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the LORD your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom.”

Living To Live Again

The Big Bang

So by now we’ve all had time to process Tuesday’s east coast earthquake.  I was sleeping when I heard my dresser drawers shaking and when I woke up to investigate the noise I discovered my bed was shaking as well. I rationalized the shaking as street construction then I proceeded to go back to sleep.  When I  woke up some hours later and discovered that the shaking was an earthquake, I immediately got on my knees and prayed. I prayed because I recognized this as another “sign of the times” coming to fruition (Matthew 24:7-11). I thanked the Lord for His Word because without it His children would be blind. I also thanked Him for revealing His power to this dark disbelieving world. This world we live in where atheism is running rampid and there’s little distinction between believers and non-believers, God is so merciful that He will manifest His power in the form of a earthquake to WAKE UP His people and prove to the doubters that that the God of the bible is alive and doing well. That reinforces my belief that I serve an AWESOME God! Not to be a “Debbie Downer” but God truthfully could destroy this world in the blink of an eye (i.e. Sodom & Gomorrah and what happened in Noah’s day) but because He loves us so much He’s willing to continue to give us the chance to change from our ways.

Now as I said before I was physically asleep during the earthquake but the bigger question is was I spiritually asleep? As I continued on in prayer I prayed the Lord reveal the areas in my life that I was lacking spiritually. In all honestly what if this earthquake was Jesus coming back, would I have been called up with Him or would I have been left. Real Talk! Gods longsuffering is going to come to an end at some point and all the signs suggest that point is closer than we think. So the time is NOW to start living for Christ and examining those areas in your life where you need repentance and forgiveness. I challenge you to ask yourself if it wasn’t an earthquake on Tuesday and it was Christ coming back. Would you have been in the numbers called to be with Him or would you have been left to experience the destruction of this world!

This is awesome parable in relation to the topic Matthew 25:1-13. Let me know what you think!

“Therefore, brethren, be even more diligent to make your call and election sure, for if you do these things you will never stumble; for an entrance will be supplied to you abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ”  2Peter 1:10-11

Living to Live Again

Going Hard For Jesus

When I first heard this term used I thought; what in the world does that mean? Well now I’m beginning to find out. When I say I’m going hard for Jesus it means in a nutshell I’m honoring God with the fruit of my lips and the action of my body. Going hard for Jesus to me means, living out the word in the flesh as Jesus did. So what does that look like? Literally speaking, looking like Jesus to everyone who crosses your path. Is this what God desires of his children? YES! 1Peter 1:16 “but as He who called you is holy, you also be holy in all your conduct, because it is written, “Be holy, for I am holy”. Is this to say we aren’t going to have our bad days or our days where we fall short? Absolutely! The key is that we are always striving to hit the mark not just accepting that we are failures and being cool with it. The same way we are a direct reflection of our parents or upbringing we are a reflection of our father in Heaven.

So what does my going hard for Jesus look like in my life?

Being obedient to the standards of living that He has set forth for me to live by.

Being willing to fight for the time to mediate on His Word and be in prayer.

Being content with the reality that if I’m living by Gods standards I’m not going to be in the “in crowd”.  

Being willing to honestly submit my transgressions to the Lord and others &repent of my sins.

Never shying away from opportunities to share about Christ.

Taking every anxiety and fear that creeps into my heart to our Father.

Well I could go on and on but I’d like to hear from you! What does your going hard for Jesus look like?

“For you are a people holy to the LORD your God. Out of all the peoples on the face of the earth, the LORD has chosen you to be his treasured possession” Deuteronomy 14:2 NIV

Living to Live Again

Quick Pick Me Up

One of the certainties in life is that you’re going to encounter storms. Some storms maybe caused by your own hand and other storms maybe God stretching your faith. Through every storm God is with you! Just a quick reflection from the book of Daniel. Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-Nego were all thrown into a fiery furnace that was heated seven times hotter than usual because they would not bow down and worship any image other than their own God.  After being thrown into the furnace bound in their coats and trousers, King Nebuchadnezzar was astonished to see four men walking in the midst of the fire unharmed and the fourth man looked like the Son of God! Then King Nebuchadnezzar called for them to come out of the furnace and to his surprise the hair on these men heads were not singed nor was their garments affected and the smell of fire was not on them.  

Be encouraged God is with you every step of the way!

Living to Live Again

Sincerity of the Heart

When I embarked on this journey a few years ago I really didn’t know Christ for myself so I felt like I was in a way “playing the part” of a Christian. As I’ve grown more in Christ I’m realizing that God not only wants our obedience in deeds but He most importantly wants to capture our hearts. We all know the verse in Proverbs 4:23 NIV “Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life”. This is so true because the heart controls every thought, action and intention so if the heart becomes overtaken by the lusts of this world it can lead you straight into HELL. The Word of God served as the catalyst at making me see that I was in need of heart surgery. Hebrews 4:12 NIV “For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart”. I heard this verse before but I never believed it or maybe I didn’t want to believe it but now I can testify to its validity. I came to realize that my heart was far away from God when I read verses about the attributes that Christians should exude and I was shocked that I didn’t possess ANY or I only displayed them at my convenience with a select audience. I was lacking attributes such as longsuffering, self control, kindness, patience and forgiveness was not in my vocabulary. Now when I started reading the qualities that God didn’t want me to have such as being proud, boastful, unforgiving, hating, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, envy, and revelries this was more where I fit in at. OUCE! So it became clear that I was in need of the Holy Spirit to start a work in me and transform this rotten heart of mine. The word says that people will know us by our fruit but if we are not bearing any fruit we need to make your we aren’t serving some other god. As my pastor likes to say (paraphrased), “What’s the point of being able to talk in tongues in church but you can’t speak to people outside of church”. God desires for His children to strive to walk as Jesus walked and when they stumble or fall short REPENT and get back on the path. Last year the Lord directed me to this sermon series by John MacArthur called the Master’s Men. It examined in detail the 12 disciples and it was truly eye opening for me. Each disciple before walking with Christ was in need of a heart transformation but as they walked with Jesus their hearts began to be transformed. God loved them despite their faults and worked in and through them for His glory. Long of the short God can use and transform you, no one is too far from His reach!

 I had a major breakthrough this weekend at work. I’m currently in the process of transitioning to a new position and apparently one of my former coworkers felt the need to (for lack of a better word) HATE on my new position in an open forum conversation in my absence. Now since the devil is crafty and he knows my triggers of course someone came to tell me what was said. Now the old me would have wanted to confront this person or I would have let a little of her business accidentally slip out in the conversation with the messenger BUT because my heart is overflowing with the Spirit I didn’t even feel the need to retaliate or offer a rebuttal. I’m finding out that when you’re filled with the Spirit nonsense just isn’t able to penetrate. So tonight I’m going to pray for that individual. To God Be The Glory!

Create in me a clean heart, O God, And renew a steadfast spirit within me. –Psalm 51:10

Living to Live Again

Trading Fierce Independence

 I was extremely blessed by this message when I read it on my friends FB page so I wanted to pass it along. Please take the time to read this message, you will be BLESSED!

"Elisha said, 'Go around and ask all your neighbors for empty jars. Don't ask for just a few.'" 2 Kings 4:3 (NIV 2011)
Problems. I prefer to keep them to myself. Being fiercely independent, my instinct is to slam the cellar door shut at the first sign of high winds. In other words, no one's getting in until the storm is past. I'll let God in, no problem. But you — I keep out.
Over the years, God has challenged me on this independent approach, calling it was it is: pride. It's not overt arrogance, but by keeping others at a distance, it implies I'm all-sufficient and don't need your help. Plus, the insecure little girl in me worries that if you see weakness in my life, you'll question my competency.
As so, I've kept to myself, creating a prideful façade of control. That didn't work very well, however. Repeatedly, God has called me to a place of greater interdependence with others. He's worked miracles in my life when I've humbly asked for prayer. He's broken down walls of distance when I've allowed people to see the real me. I've seen His hand move at the request of my godly friends. It's now obvious to me God designed us to work together.
We are pieces of the same puzzle, and life makes more sense when we are connected. There's a story in the Old Testament that shows God's plan for interdependence. It's found in the book of 2 Kings and concerns a widow who had a big problem. She needed resources, but the coin jar was empty. Her husband died, leaving her with no means of support, and a pile of debts she couldn't pay. Creditors demanded restitution. Since there was no money, they planned to take her children as slaves.
Desperate, she sought help from Elisha, a man known to be set apart for God. Elisha asked her to do something unusual: go to all her neighbors and request empty jars ... lots of them. Then, she was to return home, take what little oil she had left and pour it into the jars. The widow did as Elisha instructed.
When she returned home, she started pouring. As each jar filled, her sons brought her another. They filled every borrowed jar with oil. Elisha then told her to sell the oil, pay the creditors and live off the rest. She did.
What I love about this story is that the quantity of the miracle oil was in direct proportion to the number of neighbors she asked for help. If she had asked five neighbors, that's how much oil she would have had. Ten neighbors meant ten jars. And so on. The more people the widow asked for help, the greater God's provision.
There's another part of the story not told by the Bible passage, but I can't help but wonder if it happened. At some point, the widow would have returned the borrowed jars. When she did, I imagine she would have told each neighbor what God had done for her, and how that neighbor played a part in the miracle. What a testimony that must have been! God could have worked a miracle in any way, but He chose to involve each member of that little neighborhood. I imagine they were never the same after being part of something so amazing.
This story speaks clearly to me. God often plans to meet my needs through others. Yet if I keep my problems to myself, I might hinder His plan to bless my friends and broadcast His faithfulness. I'm learning to deny the lies of a prideful spirit in exchange for a humble plea for help. I'm trading my fierce independence for God's plan of community.
Dear Lord, forgive me for the times I've kept to myself, believing I have everything necessary to solve my problems. In doing so, I may have missed Your plan for meeting my needs through others. Help me to identify pride and submit it to You. Help me to have a humble and teachable spirit. In Jesus' Name, Amen.